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just to say i'm dead worried about the earthquake. i suppose the death toll is somewhere around 12,000 now and still rising.
donations to the Red Cross (or Jet Li's 壹基金 foundation) is avaliable online through both credit card and paypal.
Visa or MasterCard - http://www.crcf.org.cn/donationol/receive.asp?xiangmu=紧急救援基金
Paypal - http://www.one-foundation.com/html/cn/beneficence_01.htm
and also - https://www.paypaq.com/redcross/new/index.php (choose China earthquake)
as there are still thousands trapped in ruins, we need to try our best before it's too late.
Prime Minister visiting orphans from the earthquake. this is heart breaking, look at her..
现场记者聊天纪录－
xxxxx10:07:29
现场简直不能看了
xxxxx10:08:33
年过花甲的总理已经哭得不成样子了
xxxxx10:10:16
刚刚挖开的地方又塌方了
xxxxx10:11:24
这倒霉天气还在下雨，现在一线的军人已经被下达死命令，必须冒雨解救
xxxxx10:11:30
我就在现场
xxxxx10:11:56
我现在是在都江堰市
xxxxx10:13:24
交通已经瘫痪了，人员和物资很难运进去
xxxxx10:13:47
汶川现在还不让我们去
xxxxx10:15:21
汶川的交通完全封闭了，现场到底怎么样我不知道，不过早上总理指示军队不管有多大
代价，必须进城
xxxxx10:16:03
倒霉天气在下雨，飞机几次都不能降落，伞兵马上就要起飞了
xxxxx10:17:36
飞机在汶川空投物资了
xxxxx10:20:06
被压在废墟下的300多学生现在很危险啊，刚才一次的营救又失败了，现在总理在现场
组织再次营救。
xxxxx10:20:47
啊 总理摔到了，
xxxxx10:21:35
照片我正在传给北京，不经过审核的是不允许发布的
xxxxx10:22:21
我和几个同行现在开了9台电脑，同时在传消息
xxxxx10:22:37
这个QQ在关键时候传的真慢
xxxxx10:23:39
突击队又上了
xxxxx10:25:04
如果你现在看见老爷子的样子，你马上就会哭的
xxxxx10:26:40
老爷子的手臂受伤出血了，他把要给他包扎的医务人员推开了
xxxxx10:27:09
好消息，发现一名学生了
xxxxx10:28:00
总理跑到塌方点了，在帮忙呢
xxxxx10:28:13
向峨乡中学
xxxxx10:28:33
拖出来了，医生在抢救
xxxxx10:28:56
部队上来的人还不是很多
xxxxx10:29:07
交通太困难
xxxxx10:29:42
现在还不一定，这个看样子看活着，吊瓶氧气都挂上了
xxxxx10:31:06
啊，又塌了
xxxxx10:31:28
突击队一个人被埋进去了
xxxxx10:31:40
等等，我到前面看看
xxxxx10:36:24
我回来了，抢救出来了
xxxxx10:37:16
最新消息，彭州被困的10万群众危险！！！
xxxxx10:38:49
由于大雨的影响，工程兵几次架桥失败，附近已经出现泥石流迹象，电话直接是叫通总
理的，情况很危险！！！
xxxxx10:39:19
由于桥梁倒塌，彭州市10万群众被堵在山中，救灾人员和物资无法运入。已经出现泥石
流迹象
xxxxx10:41:11
总理电话里大喊，我不管你们怎么样，我只要这10万群众脱险，这是命令。他把电话摔
了
xxxxx10:41:33
头一次看见老爷子这么厉害
xxxxx10:41:54
汶川现在还没通知去，估计情况不是很好
xxxxx10:42:16
我现在在通讯帐篷里
xxxxx10:43:54
汶川最新消息，雨开始小了，空投物资已经扔下去了，空降兵已经在外围机场登机了
xxxxx10:45:19
现在所有的国外记者都在关注号称中国最精锐的特种部队首次公开亮相
xxxxx10:46:50
总理现在和登机部队领导说话
xxxxx10:47:41
总理说，我就一句话，是人民在养你们，你们自己看着办。
xxxxx11:11:00
大家好，我现在是在军用直升机上，头一次坐这种飞机，很紧张。
xxxxx11:12:51
我现在在直升机上，估计一个小时后就到什肪了
xxxxx11:34:40
最新消息，汶川的映秀、漩口、卧龙三镇通讯信号很弱，至今也无法联系。估计三镇有
将近两万多人被困，余震不断，大雨连绵，情况非常严峻，由于能见度太差，无法判断
准确情况。总参命令，当空降部队到达汶川上空时，如果条件不允许，就不惜代价强行
伞降！
xxxxx11:36:38
没有，飞机要进入雷区了，我要关机了，等会再聊。
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| so much water |
[07 Dec 2007|05:52pm] |
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this was a long time ago.
illustration for the short story "So Much Water So Close to Home" (which was a strange story)
her corpse floated down the river and was tangled in tree branches. for further detailes, read the story.
this is work forced by my murderous teacher.
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2 souls | give me your soul
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| long time no see |
[25 Aug 2007|09:41pm] |
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五月天 － 摩托车日记 |
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I'M ALIVE!
welcome back to LJ Ray-enne-chan xD
anywayse, at AX, some lady was almost yelling at me for not having a website. i just thought this blog is getting a little too private to share, u know? but i do need a place to post artwork and whatnot. so i have decided, that this blog will be 50% friends only. personal entries will be locked, but other artworks and not so personal entries will remain public. okay? okay. xD
i'm still debating if i should change the the layout. i've had it for two years, and i've grown attached to it. >< i like my hide-sama layout. should i replace it with a less bold color? still debating.
right now, i'm on break. really relaxing, sleeping a lot, went to disneyland, and facebooked a lot xD today i went to the Mayday autograph session. (shook hands with all of them! xDDD) and tomorrow i will be at their concert. am happyyyyyy xD
and i'm also working on a commission for Dionne xD
and ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) hayashi_kage aka Chase dear, here's an icon for you xD i had a lot of fun making it xD
same rule, credit me if you decide to use it. <3
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| drama over |
[02 Jul 2007|09:56pm] |
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MIYAVI's Diary-
07/7/1 (日)
ただいまー
i just got back 2 toKYo
u guys were FUCKIN' awesome.
we were dope as hell, weren't we? lol
ガッツリロックしてきたぜー
im hella exhausteeeeeeed
& im fuckin' starrrrrrrving
とにかくづがれだそしてはらへた。
久々に大人げも無くガキん頃みたく暴れちゃいました（テヘ）
めちゃデュールん頃もろ思い出しちゃった。
素敵なメンバーに出会えてただただ感謝です
it reminded me of back in a day when i was with Due'le Quartz..
and im also proud to be a member of S.K.I.N.
i respect 'em and love the things we create.
we'll definitely be back to rock the HELL outta you !!
Visual-kei respect
ヴィジュアル系さいこー
peace.
Miyavi, is my new favorite boy now. he ranks way up there with Shinya and Kaoru.
and of course hide is still above all of them xDDD
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horoscope this week:
Aries: Try not to take things so seriously this week. Realize you won't even remember these little things a year from now. It's all about perspective.
PERSPECTIVE!!! how did it know! ><
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my bf is so dramatic = =
jry says: (8:26:24 PM)
我家啊....昨天浴室跑進一隻壁虎...
jry says: (8:26:27 PM)
嚇死我了
jry says: (8:26:34 PM)
整晚不敢進去
jry says: (8:26:45 PM)
現在還是好怕
jry says: (8:26:53 PM)
我對爬蟲類依點辦法也沒
jry says: (8:26:56 PM)
妳知道的
jry says: (8:27:21 PM)
他一爬我整個人就軟掉了
jry says: (8:27:24 PM)
受不了
jry says: (8:27:28 PM)
太噁心了
jry says: (8:27:44 PM)
而且我根本不敢靠近他三公尺以內
jry says: (8:28:08 PM)
噁心報了
jry says: (8:28:20 PM)
妳敢抓?
jry says: (8:28:30 PM)
那來幫我抓
jry says: (8:28:39 PM)
我陷在都不敢上廁所了
jry says: (8:28:54 PM)
怕怕啦
jry says: (8:29:17 PM)
結果我昨天晚上還夢到整個床上都是壁虎
jry says: (8:29:25 PM)
被嚇醒好多好多次
jry says: (8:29:37 PM)
現在想到還是好毛
jry says: (8:29:50 PM)
降下去我會精神衰弱啦
jry says: (8:30:02 PM)
怎麼辦
jry says: (8:30:19 PM)
他如果爬到我身上我一定會昏倒
jry says: (8:31:05 PM)
嚇死我了
jry says: (8:33:23 PM)
我不知道....今天早上還看到他的便便
jry says: (8:33:35 PM)
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
jry says: (8:33:43 PM)
無意中發現到的
jry says: (8:33:57 PM)
他昨天本來在牆上歐
jry says: (8:34:03 PM)
然後我一拍手
jry says: (8:34:07 PM)
可能太大生了
jry says: (8:34:39 PM)
結果他居然嚇到從牆上摔下來
jry says: (8:34:57 PM)
把我也下的
jry says: (8:35:07 PM)
結果後來就沒看到它了
jry says: (8:35:11 PM)
啊啊啊啊啊
jry says: (8:35:13 PM)
瘋了我
jry says: (8:35:21 PM)
我不敢住了
basically, if you can't read this.. he is saying, he found a gecko yesterday in his bathroom, and it freaked the hell out of him. he had to keep a 3-meter distance from it, and was scared to use the bathroom, and had nightmares about geckos taking over his bed. this morning he clapped and the gecko fell off the wall, he freaked out completely and now is thinking to move into another apartment. ==
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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Keiko said she can take me to Japan this break. i really wanna go! i hope it works out.
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[28 Jun 2007|06:41pm] |
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从前有些人，心里有了秘密，而且不想被人知道，他们会跑到山上找一棵树，在树上挖一个洞，然后把秘密全说进去，再用泥把洞封上。那秘密会留在树里，没有人知道。 1968年，柬埔寨。 一座古老的庙宇里，一位小和尚看着一个奇怪的游客。他在斑斓破旧的石柱上找到一个小圆洞，深情的看着。
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2 souls | give me your soul
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| fun stress |
[11 Jun 2007|11:59am] |
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i'm so tired.
this term is hell. i thought since last term i had a regular sleeping schedule i can keep it up this term. omg. was i dreaming? it's only week 5. i sleep at 3 everyday. and now, i have a huge canker sore on the tip of my tongue, and i had been waking up from pain for the last 2 days. how can i keep it up? school, work, contests, other things at hand, freelance that does not pay, fan art that i thought i would do, and oh, Anime Expo is coming up, and, i agreed to sit with Eastwood at his table, so, i thought i would get ready things to sell, or, not, just sit there. and, did i say, i wanted to start a street team for SKIN? when will i ever get to that? does that require me to message YOSHIKI on his Myspace? oh, buy ticket for AX. oh, and, i have 2 day jobs, one of them i don't really go anymore, so i applied for another job that pays more, and will quit one of the two if i get it. now, i wish my tongue would stop hurting and being swollen. and i just entered a character/toy design, and the highest award is 10,000$ TAIWANESE money and i don't know exactly how much that is, but i would like to claim it? so, sent over my octopus guy at 4 in the morning. have work at 10, and work is the only time i don't have much to do. have class from 2 to 7. and after that my little sculpture guy is waiting for me to make his tibia. and feet. have to write a story this week for children's lit, so i'm gonna write about a kid named James with an imaginary pet rhino. has nothing to do with the real James or James and the Giant Peach. and, some time these days, i would like to go sit in a park. and not do anything. but i have to take my sketchbook or else i'd feel guilty sitting there doing nothing. and i wish my bf would be back in the US. now.
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| JROCK REVOLUTION |
[27 May 2007|03:58pm] |
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i'm not gonna do a report. i'm completely drained for the last 2 days. now i'm slowly recovering, but still can't move my neck much.
i guess this is as close as you can get to see a X Japan live? they played X Japan's Last Live DVD throughout the whole concert. both days.
miyavi, aka NEW miyavi (so tiff says) is love. i didn't think i would enjoy the hiphop part much but i did.
now let's only talk about the good part. SUPER BAND? i don't know. i support it but i'm not too excited, because i can't see how it'll work out. i think i'm only excited because i want to see these four people perform. they don't do it much nowadays, except Miyavi. but i'm not really a fan of Gackt these days.
the good part! SUGIZO came! not only did he come, he performed on stage with Miyavi. Sugi-san, can i tell you how much i love you? can i tell you how much i love and respect your work and your personality? (i seemed to have lost all respect for Yoshiki these days, i just can't stop making fun of him whenever i talk about him) but Sugizo is so lively and carefree and happy and dedicated and hot and full of love. hehehe omg. i used to leave comments on his blog and he replied saying thanks... he is the sweetest man.
even though i talk so much crap about Yoshiki being a blondie and emo.... i still love him >< when he came on stage i still cried.. just for him being Yoshiki so talented and "unique" i should say.. and he doesn't have to play by the rules and he gets away with doing stupid things... HAHAHA omg. i love you too Yoshiki-san. he's really down-to-earth when he talks, and cute and.. okay i should stop before i start bashing him again xDDDD (but he does talk like a blond! *kicks self*)
and now i'm wondering, is there anyone who will go to the Deftones concert to see Dir en grey? i feel like calling Kroq and see if i can win tickets and backstage passes xDD or should i let some real Deftones fan win... haha but if a Diru fan wins i'll be so pissed xD
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| 9 years |
[02 May 2007|08:24pm] |
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dear hide-san,
it has been 9 years. how are you doing?
last month, Nine Inch Nails has a new album out. you would have liked it. really, the world just goes on like this. but you are still you, watching and inspiring us.
we will live, and always remember you and your RnR dreams.
May 2, 2007
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| it's another decade! |
[03 Apr 2007|09:19pm] |
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last day as a teen!
omg noes..!
does it mean.. i will have to act like an adult now?
and i will have to capitalize "i" and the first letter of each sentence?
and i will no longer have an excuse to be angsty?
and i will have to start worrying about making money and getting married?
no. way.
i will always be a child at heart.
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[28 Mar 2007|08:29pm] |
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so it was like this..
danil: come over on saturday, we are filming a bed scene.
me: okay \:D/
danil: ...not a sexual one.
me: what?
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it's horrible, final's in 3 weeks and i don't feel the pressure at all. i have shitloads to do but i'm too lazy to even move. this is gotta stop, like, right now. right right now. okay. now. why am i still typing and not doing hw? argh! i have 33 digital paintings due in 3 wks and right now none of them look presentable. holy ohhh i just felt what a deep pile of poo i'm in more intensely yes.
here's teh list of shit that (hopefully) will be done in the next 3 weeks.
33 small digitals, bind into a book
1 matte painting thing, which i don't think i'll do it like a matte painting, but whatever it's big
100 pg sketch book (50% done)
figure mastercopy, skeleton and muscle on vellum
a paper, yay! (due next wk)
ongoing research proj, have no idea how i'm gonna end it, probably another book full of BS
promotion item - paper bag/memo clip thing
vector character, soft form (t-shirt/stuffed animal) and hard form (wood/plastic/metal)
oh and a 30x40 oil painting, i almost forgot
okay, seeing now it's almost 9 o'clock, i should actually start doing something. *kicks self* and recently i have no self-control toward food. what the hell is happening. at least now i know i'm not anorexic. yay? my mom will be pleased.
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[24 Mar 2007|10:12pm] |
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. |
✓ I own lots of books. (i don't even know where to put them..) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (but i couldn't find my glasses for a month now OH NOES.. *clings to contacts*) |
× I love to play video games. |
× I've tried marijuana. |
| × I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (i'm always changing) |
✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (it's called an exacto knife.) |
( it goes on... )
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[22 Mar 2007|11:45pm] |
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i entered the contest on Hot Topic to win a Kaoru signed guitar. it's kinda pointless because i don't even play, and i'd rather someone who actually plays have it. but hey, it's Kaoru-sama-signed. i'd like to claim it.
i thought it'll be a drawing contest or something, it's the only kind of contest i can think of. surely they won't make me write a 10-page essay on my understanding of Diru music? ( i could if you make me, i can really bs that much about their songs, but i'd really prefer not to.) it turned out you just enter your name. so what if i make 200 accounts? i'm sure i can win.
i'm so tired. i couldn't get up today, and after i struggled up i couldn't keep balance and fell over a few times. my head felt really like and i felt like fainting. i just ate as much as i could, because my mom thought i was low on blood sugar, and i was just eating candy and cookies like a pig. D: but at the end i concluded it's the gamsol, because i was painting with the door closed yesterday, and the room smelled pretty bad. i didn't know gamsol could be this bad, because i used to use turpentine and i guess it could just have killed me. this explains why my high school art teacher was so giddy and crazy and mean, because she was high on turpentine all year long. ehh. i need fresh air. i really don't wish to turn like that.
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| i rant |
[08 Mar 2007|01:35pm] |
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ehh. @_@
i think i pretty much fucked up the 3rd term review. but maybe it's just me. i thought i'd be so embarrassed hanging my works in a public space like that, and next to so many other people and people are gonna be comparing and judging, but it was actually okay. but i still think i fucked up.
afterwards i couldn't stop bugging boyfriend about how much i suck, and after two days of constant bugging/ranting/complaining and OMG I SUCK SO BAD I CAN'T STAY IN THIS SCHOOL ANYMORE he finally had enough. and told me to get therapy = =
and tracks. omg. that's what everyone's asking me these days. what track you going to? you going entertainment? and, oh, i don't know. what do you think? but fuck you, school, i don't want your carefully planned curriculums that only allows me to do one thing. i don't want your neat little tracks. but i'm still phrasing in my head how to say that to the department chair.
i don't even know if i'm gonna come back next term. but i need to finish it soon, before all the good teachers leave the school because they are "not favored" by the department. oh hell.
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| random entry that drags on and on... |
[02 Mar 2007|09:48pm] |
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a girl in my Art of Research class picked "prostitution in LA" as her topic. she then pretended to be a prostitute and posted an ad on a website. within days, she got over a hundred emails replying, attached with photos and whatnot. she brought all those to class, pictures(eyes covered), ad, email messages, everything. it's freaking scary. there's 18 yr old fobby guys, 60 yr old grandpas, doctors, whatever, but most of them look like your nice friendly next door neighbor. it freaking scared the shit out of us.
(but when you think about it, sometimes i get 50 yr old guys with "i love fob chicks" in their profile trying to add me on myspace. and i just go D: *vomit* what's this world coming to?)
after that Dir en grey concert i blanked out for a week. not much work was done, and my mind is floating in mid-air most of the time. now that 3rd term review is drawing closer and closer, i don't even feel a thing. it's all good. but hell, it's in 4 days. wait till i come back to my senses. then i'll panic and stress and drive off a cliff maybe. but right now it's all good.
my Art of Research teacher is a real workaholic. smart and hard working man, enthusiastic and creative. guess that's all you need in a teacher. the thing is, he's always, always high on some kind of energy drink/food/gum/whatever. each week in class he brings something new and tries it out. last time it was energy jelly beans, and this week is full throttle blue demon. he took a sip and warned us to never drink it because it tastes like crap. (and keep away from children and pregnant women... may cause death?!)
Mountain Dew makes an energy drink that i used to like (forgot the name), but school stopped selling it. full throttle gives me a headache and keeps my fingers tinkling all night, and i'd be talking/singing constantly while i try to concentrate on homework. now i try to refrain from all that caffeine stuff because my body goes crazy. i rarely drink coffee now, though when i need it, starbucks double shot works really well. just the right amout and keep me awake all day (though may cause stomach acid = =) i still drink tea though, but not that heavy stuff that claims to keep people awake. good thing about tea is no stomach acid xD one of the main reasons i stopped coffee is because it has milk D:
anyway, teacher high on energy drink is scaring me a little sometimes, but i figured i can learn more from him while he's ultra energtic and speaking fast. another type of teacher that's high on something doesn't speak much and seems to have a mind that's floating somewhere. these teachers you have to learn from them by observation. the good thing is, so far in this term i haven't fell asleep in a class yet. and i drank coffee only once. i try to keep on the healthy side now. >.> sometimes orange juice works just as good.
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i'm still in the post-concert hysterical state, and i'm so tired my head is barely functioning. i've been unaware of what goes on with diru or the fandom for a long time (tiff is my only source of info), and right now there's suddenly so much diru back in my head that i'm going a little dilirious, not like it's a bad thing. i love the boys.
hahah okay. friday night at the wiltern. Jen was able to get us into a perfect spot. it wasnt really in the pit. it was like the second section and we had a balcony thing in front of us, but there was no one blocking us (everyone ahead was lower in the pit) and we have a perfect view of the stage. we were on the left side, so in front of Kaoru and Toshiya.
the concert was hot. how can it not be? as always the interaction between the band and the crowd is absolutely lovely. there is this mutual understanding between the band and the audience that makes the live so engaging. (gah i'm running out of vocab ><) anyway, they keep getting better and better every time. Shinya and that moster drumset of his. i've never seen a drumset like that nor have i seen anyone play like that. i think he may just become a god. not just him, all of them. when Kyo's standing on his box/crate/platform/table, i think i had a moment of urge to start worshipping. xD OTZ Toshiya held the mic stand upside down at one moment, and at the end of the show after everyone threw their picks/water bottles/drum sticks and left the stage, he came up front and gave a deep bow. it totally warmed my heart <3
picks and other thing keep flying in our direction, but because i was behind the balcony/barrier thing i couldnt reach. one of Shinya's drumsticks flew right at me and fell below the balcony so i just watched people fighting on the ground for it ;_; but later the guy who got it let me touch it xD it has "dir en grey shinya" and a lot of pretty pretty patterns on it =w= but the front half of the drumstick was so worn. powerful man.
after the concert, we stuck around to wait for the band. it was so deadly cold and my foot was cramped >O one of the Wiltern people told us where they'll be coming out and stuff, but the rest of them were so mean. evil. we could see the window of the room they were in, and we were waving randomly at the staff who look out of it = = at around 12 the Wiltern manage people started to make us go away and telling us the band has left. we just moved from one level of parking lot to another. but they were bothering us so much so at last we went to my car and sort of hid there. i drew a picture and wrote "happy birthday Shinya" and stuff on it, thinking we'll give it to one of the management people and just leave. but when we were back, the people who were still there told us Kyo and Kaoru just got on the bus = = D: so i was asking the Wiltern person if he could give the picture to the band or their staff, and he just said no. and making up stuff like "they dont want to be bothered" and "they are just gonna throw it away". i was like whatever i at least tried. i gave him the picture and he was like crumpling it. then one of the band's staff came out to us and we asked him if he could give my picture to the shinya, and he's like "sure i'll put it in the gift box". i was surprised that he was so nice. and with an effort i made the Wiltern guy give the picture back to me. and right then Shinya and Toshiya came out and all of the sudden everyone was screaming and i was like @@ and saw Shinya in the middle of the 3 guys walking downstairs (Toshiya in front of him). i said "SHINYA!" really loud and Shinya looked up at me and i waved my stupid picture and saying "happy birthday", but really i dont think he understood. he looked down again and followed Toshiya on the bus. and all the while i was trying to thank the staff guy and trying to give my picture to him. (later i felt so bad that i did not see Toshiya at all. he walked past and all i saw was Shinya). i was still thanking the staff guy (he was showing other staff my picture) when Die walked out. i called his name and tried to speak to the staff at the same time @@ then Die hurried to the bus. then they all rushed off to Yoshiki's place. (as Yoshiki later wrote on his myspace = =)
after the band all got on the bus and we were still there, the Wiltern guy who i gave my picture to before came up to me and said "you want something? here you can have something." and threw a piece of trash at me. what. the. fuck. i was just speechless. i was really tired and i didnt realize what happened after a few seconds. but what the fuck? seriously what can i say? what the fuck.
when the buses left and we went to my car and found that i have left the lights on. battery died. called Triple A and tried to stop passing by cars (there was no more cars there). then Chase put it on neutral and pushed it and started the engine. and i didnt know what i felt anymore. the show was awesome and its cool to see the band later, but standing in the cold for 2 hrs and have people throw trash at me was not cool. D: i dont think i'll go to the wiltern anymore. suckage.
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[21 Feb 2007|11:20pm] |
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so, Jim Hawkins in Treasure Planet is based after James Dean and Leonardo DiCaprio. kekeke..
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| christmas time |
[16 Feb 2007|11:35pm] |
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we can have christmas in the summer. why not? as long as you are happy.
and it's a square christmas too.
i just realized i'm posting this at chinese new year. i guess i'm just living at my own pace.
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[15 Feb 2007|12:00am] |
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nobody loves me.
i'm emo ;_; ;_; ;_;
star-staring at school parking lot makes me feel so insignificant. and cold. yea it was fucking cold.
now i'm going to stare at teh wall and listen to teh love song by teh cure or amberlin or whoever that covered it there's like a million.
but it's a good song.
wait, i cant stare at the wall. i have to stare at my ugly face in my ugly self-portrait thats due tomorrow.
whenever i'm alone with you...
you make me feel like i'm worth it (?)
no matter what i say
i will always love you
i will always love you
i will always love you
yeah whatever.
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| angel! |
[12 Feb 2007|12:06am] |
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angel is queen! <3
eh, i forgot to put watermark. not like anyone gonna take it right? what for..? = = i trust u guys.
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